[Doubts] are weak and will disguise themselves as fear disguised as something rational. They are not. And even if they are a bit rational, there is nothing rational about the life we are called to live.
The biggest thing I learned to do though was allow them to really see me and not the person I let the world think I am.
I’ve been single for a few years now initially because I thought I needed to be, then because I wanted to be and now I just am. I like being single, not in a bitter way but in a “genuinely content with life and I’m good” way.
I thought that myself and other Christians should strive to be moonlight, shining and reflecting the love of God at all times. In the past two weeks I recognized that sometimes moments are moonlight even if the people reflecting it don’t realize.
In a year or two or even in a couple months I’ll be in a place where I won’t wince at how much of a show it all was, but not right now.
… Captain Obvious hit me in the head, the perfect anything wasn’t going to happen in my year
Last week I was scheduled for a three hour shift at work. I immediately deemed the shift disrespectful and a waste of my time. I could not, for the life of me, figure out why on earth my managers would schedule anyone for a three hour shift. For me it’s four hours or bust, and …